Thursday, December 23, 2010

maybe it feels like sunshine after all...


Sometimes life is too hard to be alone, and sometimes life is too good to be alone.

Eventually you will come to understand that love heals everything, & love is all there is.

I fall asleep with my friends around me, the only place i know. I’m going to call this home.- Jimmy Eat World

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Sunday, December 12, 2010



“There are moments of such pure, sublime, unparalleled perfection that they will force you to close your eyes and hold on to them as best you can. Life is a series of these moments. Everything else is just waiting for them.”

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Coming up only to hold you under.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

You'll always be my hero. Even though you've lost your mind. 

Monday, November 22, 2010





Everybody has to leave, everybody has to leave their home and come back so they can love it again for all new reasons.

Thursday, November 18, 2010


Ils sont mariés, ils ne sont pas amateurs de plus.
-words of wisdom from Madame Lepage

Thursday, November 11, 2010



Today in Linguistics, my prof told us that the language you learn forms the way you think.
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It is hard to learn a language after you have grown. I guess that explains French for me...

Wednesday, November 10, 2010



Ladies, let me give you some advice. You can throw all your stupid chick-lit, self-help, why-doesn’t-he-love-me books out, because this is all you need to know: Men will treat you the way you let them. There is no such thing as “deserving” respect; you get what you demand from people.. if you demand respect, he will either respect you or he won’t associate with you. It really is that simple.


- Tucker Max

Monday, November 8, 2010

Library Boy



I have a crush on the Library Boy. 
He has a favourite desk by the windows. 
He brings his apple, his brown back pack with
His running shoes tucked inside. 
He drinks water from a reusable water bottle
and his cheeks are flushed with health.
His hair is tounsled in that “I am too busy with
my studying to care about how I look.”
He is lean but strong, earthy but intelligent. 
He always is listening to music. 
I go to the library just so I can see him sitting
at work on his MacBook Pro: We match. 
I think he is geography. Or something. 
He was doing math the other day. 
Today I walked by and he caught my eye, 
smiled. And I looked at the floor, pretended
I never saw the exchange and continued to 
walk to my desk by the window. 

Wednesday, November 3, 2010



Don't burn out. Keep yourself fueled and aflame.  
Romans 12:11

Tuesday, November 2, 2010





IF YOU CAN'T RUN, THEN WALK. AND IF YOU CAN'T WALK, THEN CRAWL. DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD AND NEVER, EVER GIVE UP."
-DEAN KARNAZES



Monday, November 1, 2010

Romans 12:2







Take your everyday, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life—and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for him. Don't become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out.  

Saturday, October 30, 2010

guilty pleasure

just a wee bit addicted

jeffery campbell




I actually dreamed about these shoes last night. This is getting out of hand. The question now is...which colour?


Tuesday, September 7, 2010




Always love and cherish the person who saw you when you thought you were invisible.


Friday, April 16, 2010

How to cope in exam period..

It is exam time.
It is interesting to see what I fall back on to cope with the stress. I can tell you ONE thing I have definitely been doing a LOT of - exercising.
I have been running a lot, but I have my first race this weekend, so I have switched to roller blading.

There has been a lot of How I Met Your Mother and Gossip Girl.

There has been a lot of reading for pleasure. My current book is "On Writing Well"by William Zinssier.

And..baking. These are only some of the things I took pictures of. I have definitely been whipping up a storm in the kitchen. Anything to procrastinate from studying, eh? :)

Below is a cheese cake I made for my friend.



These are chocolate brownie cupcakes with peanut butter frosting. Probably the best things EVER.


This is a fractured post because I need to scurry back to ma français etudies.

Bisous!

Friday, January 15, 2010

sanguinary war: musing of a bitter old woman




Something that makes you obsessed, compulsive, and torn; Something that creates an aching void that never stops; Something that doesn't just break, but hacks your heart with a dull weapon--this, my friends, should be avoided.



Surely self-preservation should kick in. But again-it makes you stupid.


I think the Slow Club got it right--I think I am giving it up.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

A Dangerous Prayer

Be careful! You may wind up changed!



"From prayer that asks that I may be
Sheltered from wind that beat on Thee,
From fearing when I should aspire,
From faltering when I should climb higher,
From silken self, O Captain, free
The soldier who would follow Thee.

From subtle love of softening things,
From easy choices, weakenings
(Not thus are spirits fortified,
Not this way went the Crucified),
From all that dims Thy Calvary,
O Lamb of God, deliver me.

Give me the love that leads the way,
The faith that nothing can dismay,
The hope no disappointments tire,
The passion that will burn like fire.
Let me not sink to be a clod:
Make me Thy fuel, Flame of God."

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

**Il fait froid**


She cannot weap! Her tears are locked up.

O God. This is going to end badly.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I am reading some of Matthew Arnold's works this evening and ...wow.
The more I study English, the more I am struck at how sometimes I derive more elemental basics of Christian faith from dead British white guys than over the pulpit at church!
Sometimes doing homework is more of a praise and worship time than my devotions. Why?
I think that some of the greatest writers in the past, despite the politics of religion, were influenced by the basic truths that were accepted in the society around them. Even though I am considered a lunatic because I believe that 2000 years ago they nailed a man on the cross for suggesting that people be nice to each other for a change (to quote The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy), I still cannot shake this faith that leaps out to me from the Bible and essentially every thoughtful great work of ages past.

That is my rant for this evening; here is some of the stuff that I was floored with. It was taken from chapter 1 of Arnold's Culture and Anarchy.

Perfection, as culture conceives it, is not possible while the individual remains isolated.
So very true. Especially for me. I adore being with people.

The people who believe most that our greatness and welfare [20] are proved by our being very rich, and who most give their lives and thoughts to becoming rich, are just the very people whom we call the Philistines. Culture says: “Consider these people, then, their way of life, their habits, their manners, the very tones of their voice; look at them attentively; observe the literature they read, the things which give them pleasure, the words which come forth out of their mouths, the thoughts which make the furniture of their minds; would any amount of wealth be worth having with the condition that one was to become just like these people by having it?”
And here you have the basic echoes of the Bible - it is easier to be poor than rich; the whole camel and the eye of the needle thing. Also, how much do we compromise to be rich? Do we throw away that elemental innocence with worldly experience as John Locke suggests? (different post entirely).

But bodily health and vigour, it may be said, are not to be classed with wealth and population as mere machinery; they have a more real and essential value. True; but only as they are more intimately connected with a perfect spiritual condition than wealth or population are. The moment we disjoin them from the idea of a perfect spiritual condition, and pursue them, as we do pursue them, for their own sake and as ends in themselves, our worship of them becomes as mere worship of machinery, as our worship of wealth or population, and as unintelligent and vulgarising a worship as that is.
Detailing the fruitlessness of self worship. This guy is just fantastic!

I say, of culture is best given by these words of Epictetus:–"It is a sign of aphuia"+ says he,–that is, of a nature not finely tempered,–"to give yourselves up to things which relate to the body; to make, for instance, a great fuss about exercise, a great fuss about eating, a great fuss about drinking, a great fuss about walking, a great fuss about riding. All these things ought to be done merely by the way: the formation of the spirit and character must be our real concern."
" Do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink..." You can see the fundimental biblical truths shining through here. I really liked this one, mainly because it is something I worry about too much. This is a sin I commit; I worry more about the outward appearance than even the aquiring of knowledge, even less the formation of spirit.

I have a lot to learn, but it looks like I am in the right major for it!

Goals for this year

3 New Things You'd Like to Experience this Year:
My first race over 5 K.
A cruise.
Getting the research done for my book.

3 Nonfiction Books You Want to Read this Year:
Black Like Me
The Lore of Running
The Bible

3 Things About Yourself You Want to Improve:
My presence with people, I want to be 100% THERE and hear everything that someone says...and CARE.
How hard I am on myself, I want to relax and accept that I am ok the way I am.
I want to deepen my focus and perserverance for Jesus Christ.

I. Spiritual Goals
Devotions and prayer every day. Fast at least once a month. Read through the Bible this year.

II. Family Goals
Spend more time with them and focus on being in tune everything that is going on in their lives.

III. Physical Goals
Run a half marathon. Strength train more. Sit ups/push ups and walk/run every day

IV. Career Goals
Focus on the classes I need for the Global Experiance Certificate. Pour myself into the teaching oppurtunities I have now to perfect my skills.

V. Recreational Goals
Take a class, whether it is writing, cooking, or running this summer. Call my friends more to do things.

VI. Financial Goals
Less shopping, more saving!!!

There is a billion more things I would love to work on, but I am keeping it small to make sure I actually do it.